I think I made the right decision. I know that I have feelings for Nick. Im not going to deny that. But I also know that I love Bobby and I think that I am meant to be with him. We have a connection between us that is impossible to describe. Its a real love, a true love. Not some kind of crush or infatuation, its a love. I miss Nick. I miss going over his house and hanging out with everyone. I miss spending the weekends with Sean. I miss laughing with Erzy. I miss everything, but I know that will pass and at the end of the day I am right where I am suppose to be.