I am bummed... I just found out that the company has hired a girl to do a job that I was promised would be mine in January... I feel like crying right now. This sucks. Why do things like this happen to me. Why do I always get screwed over?

Matt tried to make me feel better about it and he did a little but it still stings. He thinks I should update my resume and start applying to other companies. I think Im gonna. I just got screwed over. Why should I be loyal and stay?

I know I've already said this but Im really glad I met Matt. He helps me out alot... more than he knows.