I had the WORST day at work ever. I know I say that alot but I really mean it this time. I was yelled at by the owner of the company and the finance manager and my boss. I had the worst panic attack I've had in a long time. I was literally crying at my desk. I had to get up and go sit on the steps outside. Eric is trying to get out of going out tonight. I dont even want to go at all.... Just not a good day. I havent heard from Gav since Tuesday, I have a feeling that she is going to ditch me which would SUCK ASS!!!

Not a happy camper!